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::Some people have a happy place... I have a dark place::
:: 8:06 p.m. :: 2004-09-17 ::

I've been thinking about a place a lot. It's not a real place. It's a dark place. There is nothing there but darkness. I like to think about it when i want to be alone. Sometimes i wish i was there. I want to be shut out from the world. I wish everything and everyone would just dissapear. I want them to go away because they think i'm crazy. My mom said something in my head isent right. That made me so mad. I want to be in the dark place. Shut out from the world forever. Why should i even live if the one guy that i cared so much about is now gone? I really, truely, and deeply loved him.

A song i wrote...

-My Dark Paradice-

Seting here. In my dark little room.

Thinking about you.

And all the shit you put me through.

Going away to the dark little room in my head.

So i dont end up dead.

When i think about my dark paradice i just want to be there.

Alone forever.

It's the place that i see when i close my eyes.

It's the place that i go to to get rid of all your lies.

It's a place that i hate.

It's a place that i love.

It's what keeps me from all the pain.

It helps me from going insane.

Going away to my dark little place.

Huddled up in the corner.

It's where i cry my tears.

It's where i get rid of all my fears.

It's the place inside my head.

It's the place that i go to when i wish that i was dead...
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